01-06-2024, 10:59 PM
Hi,
I am having such a hard time posting this. I never wanted to be in a position like this. I never wanted it to end like this. I feel eviscerated.
I know I need to heal. I can't heal if I wait for someone who is not willing to live in a way that can create possibility for us.
I feel gutted. I feel so gutted that the fear is greater than his desire to build with me.
I am suffering so much. I am suffering so much.
I am having such a hard time posting this. I never wanted to be in a position like this. I never wanted it to end like this. I feel eviscerated.
I know I need to heal. I can't heal if I wait for someone who is not willing to live in a way that can create possibility for us.
I feel gutted. I feel so gutted that the fear is greater than his desire to build with me.
I am suffering so much. I am suffering so much.